Do you ever...

..wonder how things would be today if you had chosen one little thing differently in your past?

Well, today is one of those days.

What if I wouldn't have accidentally left my journal open for my parents to read?
What if I wouldn't have offered?
What if I insisted and demanded an explanation?
What if I had left you alone completely?
What if I had completely and openly rebelled?
What if I hadn't kissed you at the soccer game?

Guess I'll never know.

Hm.

Christmas is in two days. It doesn't feel like it :/ Christmas lights are up....trees are up...I've done al l (most) of my shopping...there's even a foot of snow outside!! Which never happens around this time of the year! I guess I've just been so busy with school AND work I haven't really had time to get into the feel of it...yanno? And last year Carl and I were doing the Pageant down at Heritage Park, so that definitely helped the Christmas Spirit along. It's just different this year, for some reason :[

*ALSO*
If you haven't noticed already, I added my playlist here at the bottom of the page, so you guys can listen to my awesome music ^_^ Hehe.

100 things about me (stolen from Crystal :P)

100 things about me ... bold what you've done.

1. Started your own blog

2. Slept under the stars

3. Played in a band

4. Visited Hawaii

5. Watched a meteor shower

6. Given more than you can afford to charity

7. Been to Disneyland

8. Climbed a mountain

9. Held a praying mantis

10. Sang a solo - discovered I like non solos better!

11. Bungee jumped

12. Visited Paris

13. Watched a lightning storm

14. Taught yourself an art from scratch

15. Adopted a child

16. Had food poisoning

17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty

18. Grown your own vegetables

19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France

21. Had a pillow fight

22. Hitch hiked

23. Taken a sick day when you're not ill

24. Built a snow fort

25. Held a lamb

26. Gone skinny dipping

27. Run a Marathon

28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice (Haven't actually done that, but I've been to Venice!)

29. Seen a total eclipse

30. Watched a sunrise or sunset

31. Hit a home run

32. Been on a cruise

33. Seen Niagara Falls in person

34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors

35. Seen an Amish community

36. Taught yourself a new language

37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied.

38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person

39. Gone rock climbing

40. Seen Michelangelo's David

41. Sung karaoke

42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt

43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant.

44. Visited Africa

45. Walked on a beach by moonlight

46. Been transported in an ambulance

47. Had your portrait painted

48. Gone deep sea fishing

49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person

50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris

51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling

52. Kissed in the rain

53. Played in the mud

54. Gone to a drive-in theater

55. Been in a movie

56. Visited the Great Wall of China

57. Started a business.

58. Taken a martial arts class.

59. Visited Russia

60. Served at a soup kitchen

61. Sold Girl Guide Cookies

62. Gone whale watching

63. Got flowers for no reason

64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma

65. Gone sky diving

66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp

67. Bounced a cheque

68. Flown in a helicopter

69. Saved a favourite childhood toy

70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial

71. Eaten caviar

72. Pieced a quilt

73. Stood in Times Square

74. Toured the Everglades

75. Been fired from a job

76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London

77. Broken a bone.

78. Been on a speeding motorcycle

79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person

80. Published a book

81. Visited the Vatican

82. Bought a brand new car

83. Walked in Jerusalem

84. Had your picture in the newspaper

85. Read the entire Bible

86. Visited the White House

87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating.

88. Had chickenpox

89. Saved someone's life.

90. Sat on a jury

91. Met someone famous

92. Joined a book club

93. Lost a loved one

94 Had a bay

95. Seen the Alamo in person

96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake

97. Been involved in a law suit

98. Owned a mobile phone

99. Been stung by a bee (wasp, actually)

100. Read an entire book in one day